I can't even count the number of nights
I wished tomorrow wouldn't come.
Without love or dreams,
beaten by the rain
All thats left is the tears
To live now without changing
what is it that I need?
If you can't even believe in yourself,
what are you supposed to believe in?
The answer's too close;
But I still Can't reach it
These lonely tears flow inside of me
There's nothing else; just sadness
I can't even put it in words,
My whole body feels numbs
I can't face it on my own.
In the middle of night,
With tears running down my face,
I listen to my music,
Hoping my sadness will fade with the night
But I just cant make it go away.
Should I live how I am now;
Or will that just keep haunting me,
I don't need anything from you,
Everything I have from you is breaking,
I dont need this breakage anymore.
This night brings more tears and terror,
Nights are long and lonely,
I was only left with the memory,
The memory of you, and of us.
It is too hard to carry on this way
If I wished I was gone
Would that be selfish
Only the lonely tears will tell.
(Inspiration by Kuroi Namida (Black Tears) by Anna Tsuchiya)